New Vid Up

The Guys and I made a new vid, this one is a Gmod horror map, the boys were hoping to scare me. See if it worked:

Gary'sMod gameplay

Update

Just a quick update, My friend and I have been working on those gaming videos, we have a few episodes recorded already and as soon as they are done being edited i'll post a link.
That is all.

Wheeee I'm not Dead

   Just felt like letting you guys know I'm still alive. I know I haven't posted in a while. Oh well, that's just how i do.
   Anyway, a friend of mine is pregers so some other friend are making her a blanket via needle point quilting. I'm making a starfish. I finally got to start on it Sunday. This is what i got done on it Sunday:

  I then proceeded to spend all my waking hours on Monday to work on it. This is the result:

 

     This is about the time I ran out of thread. However, my friend Sammy is gonna bring me over some more thread today so I can continue working on it.  The star's name is Patrick.

     On another note, another friend of mine has started a YouTube channel with his friend. They've only got one test video up so far. They make gaming vids. It's mostly going to be Gmod games and Minecraft.  You can check them out here : via His friend's name is CommanderStatix. And you might want to keep an eye on their videos as I may be guest staring soon :D

  Well, that all I got for today. 

ADIOS!!!!

Healthy

I've decided to stop whining and be healthy. I've already got the diet right, not i just need 20 min. of exercise a day, the only problem is i'm way too tired after work to want to exercise.
That is all. 

Sad Time

      I'm depressed. Not just sad, but on medication depressed. Clinical Depression, as its called. Anyway, this past week has been really bad in the way of my feelings...
     My doctor's appointment didn't go well. I was hopeing to start getting on disabilility, but the nurse practicioner didn't feel qualified to start me on that. And my mom says that I shouldn't get my hopes up on getting on disability. The problem is I already got my hopes up and now they've been crushed. I feel stuck, like i'm going to be in pain the rest of my life, with no money and nothing to show for it.
I'm 22, almost 23 and I'm still living at home with my parents because I'm so pathetic I cant get a job that pays me more the $100 a month. I cant even pay my parents all the rent I owe them. I feel useless, a just a thing taking up space, helping no one.

That's all I have today.

I Am So Tired

   I need a day where I do absolutely nothing. Or I'm gonna murder somebody.

 Sunday

     Okay, so after my post on Sunday, I went to my religious meetings, and my friend Emily was there. Now, Emily is sickly like me and doesn't normally leave the house so it was nice to see her. She made me sit with her and then she kidnapped me after meeting too. We went out in the ministry together and then went to lunch.
  
Today

    So today, Emily called me and 10am wanting me to come over. So I did. It's like 5 o'clock now and I've been home maybe an hour?
   Anyway, when I got home I endded up outside with UsaChi. She's an indoor cat because we live in a town and I don't want her getting hit by a car, so she is only aloud outside with supervision, and a harness.


This Week Has Been Rough

        I've been just doing things after things all week. I feel like I'm gonna die. I need a day where I do nothing. nothing at all.
       Unfortunatly I have a doctor's appointment tomarrow, and who know what my work schedule will be like this week.
    I'm just so tired, can I just sleep now?