Do not laugh, Funny montage!

I made a video ♥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1cH66nEOFU

Dylan and Puppy

Enjoy. ♥

I made a baby blanket

 

That is all.

Patrick Star

My little needle -point starfish named Patrick is done.

I haven't posted in a while because i want to draw a comic strip of whats happend in my life. I wish i knew how to use Photoshop or had a tablet to draw on so it would actually turn out good. But I'll just use really crappy colored pencils.

New Vid Up

The Guys and I made a new vid, this one is a Gmod horror map, the boys were hoping to scare me. See if it worked:

Gary'sMod gameplay

Update

Just a quick update, My friend and I have been working on those gaming videos, we have a few episodes recorded already and as soon as they are done being edited i'll post a link.
That is all.

Wheeee I'm not Dead

   Just felt like letting you guys know I'm still alive. I know I haven't posted in a while. Oh well, that's just how i do.
   Anyway, a friend of mine is pregers so some other friend are making her a blanket via needle point quilting. I'm making a starfish. I finally got to start on it Sunday. This is what i got done on it Sunday:

  I then proceeded to spend all my waking hours on Monday to work on it. This is the result:

 

     This is about the time I ran out of thread. However, my friend Sammy is gonna bring me over some more thread today so I can continue working on it.  The star's name is Patrick.

     On another note, another friend of mine has started a YouTube channel with his friend. They've only got one test video up so far. They make gaming vids. It's mostly going to be Gmod games and Minecraft.  You can check them out here : via His friend's name is CommanderStatix. And you might want to keep an eye on their videos as I may be guest staring soon :D

  Well, that all I got for today. 

ADIOS!!!!

Healthy

I've decided to stop whining and be healthy. I've already got the diet right, not i just need 20 min. of exercise a day, the only problem is i'm way too tired after work to want to exercise.
That is all. 

Sad Time

      I'm depressed. Not just sad, but on medication depressed. Clinical Depression, as its called. Anyway, this past week has been really bad in the way of my feelings...
     My doctor's appointment didn't go well. I was hopeing to start getting on disabilility, but the nurse practicioner didn't feel qualified to start me on that. And my mom says that I shouldn't get my hopes up on getting on disability. The problem is I already got my hopes up and now they've been crushed. I feel stuck, like i'm going to be in pain the rest of my life, with no money and nothing to show for it.
I'm 22, almost 23 and I'm still living at home with my parents because I'm so pathetic I cant get a job that pays me more the $100 a month. I cant even pay my parents all the rent I owe them. I feel useless, a just a thing taking up space, helping no one.

That's all I have today.

I Am So Tired

   I need a day where I do absolutely nothing. Or I'm gonna murder somebody.

 Sunday

     Okay, so after my post on Sunday, I went to my religious meetings, and my friend Emily was there. Now, Emily is sickly like me and doesn't normally leave the house so it was nice to see her. She made me sit with her and then she kidnapped me after meeting too. We went out in the ministry together and then went to lunch.
  
Today

    So today, Emily called me and 10am wanting me to come over. So I did. It's like 5 o'clock now and I've been home maybe an hour?
   Anyway, when I got home I endded up outside with UsaChi. She's an indoor cat because we live in a town and I don't want her getting hit by a car, so she is only aloud outside with supervision, and a harness.


This Week Has Been Rough

        I've been just doing things after things all week. I feel like I'm gonna die. I need a day where I do nothing. nothing at all.
       Unfortunatly I have a doctor's appointment tomarrow, and who know what my work schedule will be like this week.
    I'm just so tired, can I just sleep now?

Just A Short Post Today

   So no baby-blanket. My friend wasn't feeling up to it and I think I may just have to make the blanket myself. The little human will be here before we finish by this rate.


     Nothing much has happend these past days, except sleep. Finaly. I didn't have work this weekend, so I feel so refreshed. Its nice.
 
Also, have a pic of my cat and her "brother" :

They are soo cute.
Adios!

So It Begins...

Procrastinator! 

Yup, It begins, I procrastinate and then get nothing done. That's the reason I didn't post the last couple days, not because I didn't have anything to say, I just didn't say it...

Well Lets catch up then...

      After my post on Tuesday I took my dad's dog to the park, there by completely exhausting myself. Normally I'm lazy, but for the purposes of having something to post here I've been doing things. Things like dog parks, and interacting with my family instead of hiding in my room. All of this has been very tedious, I hope you are proud of me internet, I suffer for your amusement. Lol.  
     Anyway, my dad's dog is not social at all! He wouldn't bother with the other dogs, all he cared about was his ball. I found this very amusing as he seemed to fit in perfectly with my antisocial household.
        I don't even know what happened Wednesday, I think nothing... wait! I remember! I played with my sisters hair. I found this tutorial on YouTube on how to do a hair bow, but my hair is too short so I got my sis to let me play with her hair. It actually turned out nice and she wants to do the hairstyle again. Here's the tutorial, easiest one to follow and do, ever! --

     All right! Now on too yesterday! I had work! Which caused me lots of discomfort. Then I came home and cleaned the house, receiving no recognition for it mind you. It is assumed in this house that I am to clean it apparently. When I do not, I get scolded and have to explain the amount of physical pain I am in in that moment.

And We're Here.

     So, I again had work today. And then when I got home, I discovered that my dad was home from work today. He then proceeded to bribe me into the outside world with hopes of food. He succeeded. A new best buy just opened up and he wanted to check it out so we did. Walking around the store for and hour not really doing anything. He bought a couple movies that look boring and nothing anyone would want to see, and than I crashed as soon as I got home. Finally, I got some much needed sleep. I always seem the get the best sleep during the day, I'm pretty sure that means I'm nocturnal. The nocturnal Eternal, Lol!
    Anyway, my sis wants to drag me to her friends house tonight so we can all work on a baby blanket for another friend. I kinda just want to crash and stay crashed though.

 More Tomorrow

I Have a whole rant planed and everything. I might even post a pic of the baby-blanket.
Adios!   

Last Night's Episode of Teen Wolf and Then a Rant about health care...

Teen Wolf 

(spoilers)

      Teen Wolf always surprises me. Its very rare for a show to catch me off guard, I can usualy tell who is going to die and who will be imortal. Last nights episode was epic! How can a show for teenagers with soo much cheese be so well writen? 
Anyway, this is my reaction to the ending of last nights episode:

 

         So sorry, but I'm soooo glade Allison is dead. I mean she was strong girl, but her love life was sooo annoying, and killing her off was amazing! She was on my list of characters I just knew would never die.

        I feel bad for Crystal Reed though, I mean she kinda just lost a job... poor girl. At least her death was epic.  

       I know I'm gonna get a lot of hate for this... lol, oh well.

Health Care

       Alright, moving on to my rant. So I have a lot of health problems that have revealed themselves this past year, one of which is an autoimmune disease.  For those who don't watch hospital shows and don't know what an autoimmune disease is, basically my immune system is attacking my organs. 
       So I'm on state funded health care, and I've been waiting for a call from my doctor to tell me when I would be able to get in to see an immunologist so that I could find out which autoimmune disease I have. But after many weeks of waiting, I finally called to ask how everything was going, only to be told that my insurence would not cover me seeing a specialist. They weren't even gonna tell me, I had to call and ask, I would have been waiting forever for a call that would never come. Also, its not like I'm asking for a doctor I can just get anywhere, now I wont ever know whats wrong with me or what sort of treatment I need without paying out of pocket, but I don't have the money for that! 
      Well, I have an appointment with my doctor next week for a check up, and hopefully I can start trying to get on permenant disabilitly, something I sorely need.

Bye Bye!

Thats it for today! Adios! 

 
 

 

The Basics

Why The Blog?

There are things I want to vent and talk about, that I just know my friends and family will be all judgmental for.

Who Am I?  

Lol, I don't know how to answer that. But here's what a can tell you:
I'm 22, and live at home with my parents because of health reasons that I'll get into later. 
I have a seven month old female calico cat named Usa-chan man. Aka Usa, aka usachi, aka attack bunny. Usachi is like my child, and given that I am incapable of haveing children, animals will be the only children I'll ever have. My family and I have this joke that Usachi has my eyes.
I work part-time at a hotel, a job I sincerly dislike.
My favorites are: Red, Home made Mac & Cheese, Rum & Coke.

Now what?

 What do I say now? Hmmm, I suppose I can talk about my celebrity crush, Dylan O'brien. Is it possible to be in love with someone you've never even meet? Because I honestly think I'm in love with this guy, my heart does these weird palpitation thingy..

Oh! I know! So la familia and I are trying out this diet for a month. I cant have dairy anymore, and a friend of ours kept suggesting we go gluten free, so we're trying it out. Today is day 3 of our diet. We've been eating a lot of rice. Today I had gluten free waffles for breakfast, they were, bland. I think i should try putting some fruit on them next time. For lunch I had gluten free Tortilla soup, it was delicious! Right now my mom is making oatmeal - peanut butter - dark chocolate chip cookies.  Also delicious. Let me know if you have any good recipes for me!

Bye Bye!

Well, I think they'll be it for my first post. Hopefully I'll be more interesting tomorrow.  Adios!